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It pains me to see lypo vacuums, silicone bullets, and mascara tears. With the amniotic fluid tsunami, comes out societal fears. Celebrity magazine cut outs bonded to teenage walls. To release the pain, you buy self-esteem at malls. It makes me sick to witness SICK diets. Consumeristic Black Friday riots. Stomach belts to ‘slim’ you down. Insecurity is the water that causes you to drown. Bras doing pushups on your chest. Little boys and girls will be impressed. No summer body, so vacant beaches. Leeches, Sucking out contentment. Too focused on society’s judgment. Let it go, release that weight. Are you, or are they in control of your fate? Victoria Secret makes you want to go to the gym. You want to be slim. Looking at others work out; withdrawn. 3 days of the gym and you are gone. “Fat, obese, ugly,” they scream! Verbal machetes slash self esteem. Discouraged, demoralized; emotional scars. Self-worth and self-respect are constrained by mental bars. Only time you get self satisfaction Is when boys give you sexual interaction. You force yourself to get that attention Clothes taken off, legs open, tension. Feel useful when your clothes lie on your floor. Once back on, boy leaves and shuts the door. His care for you only inhabits the insides of the LifeStyle Now you no longer feel worthwhile. Covered in blankets as used as you Wondering what you got yourself into. Lying on a bed of isolation On pillows ashamed Psychologically maimed. Need the high heels and makeup to feel pretty. Wal-Mart Super Centers and outlet malls are the new holy cities. Need your nice kicks and name brand clothing to feel handsome. Yet the apparel you wear is made from people held at ransom. Fabric sprinkled with a blood, tears, and sweat. Higher wages, benefits, and regulations are a corporation’s threat. System is about competition When you can’t live up to it, comes out insecure conditions. You feel empty and hollow Famous people you try to follow. Media leads you to believe That their path is the right one. Naïve. Industry of Fashion Has no compassion. Superficial, superficial. Use to be real, now you’re artificial. Your pond used to be abundant Now it’s shallow like you. Media messages are redundant; Deceitful, hypocritical, two-faced, insincere. Internal beauty disappears. Friends, peers, and family put you down. Worthlessness seeps into your head from that pretend crown. Other accomplices are Movies, Celebrities, and television, You work over the summer to get that incision. Surgery; needles, stitches, skin New breast, nose, or chin. Anesthesia, bandages, and blood. Now, an appearance of a stud. You ‘fixed’ the exterior. Scars healed but you still feel inferior. Because you realize it’s phony, counterfeit, pretend. You wear a costume everyday to blend in. Yet, you forget you must cure yourself from within. Until then, you’ll always feel insignificant. Love yourself, ignore society,… you’re SIGNIFICANT!!